tonight i tried to re-create this ritual. let me tell you that it's a bit more complicated now. because i have more responsiblilties than laying out my gym clothes and new earrings. but i'm really working on this whole "planning" things better. in learning about myself i have realized that i may not be a planner by nature, but i need to be one. almost anytime i feel confident or have a success i had made a plan. i can't tell you how many times i have kicked myself because i put off planning something important. so i'm trying to look ahead, not too far. just enough to encourage and inspire this crazy and spontaneous girl.
so it's funny, because for a while i've been trying to plan in my head what i want to do before i turn 30, like i might turn into a stone or just forget who i am once i hit the big 3 0. and since i turn 30 in 4 days i think i may need to modify my plans a bit. i don't think i will be going to india or getting a book published or going here for groceries and then having a fabulous dinner party, but i can start planning some of these big things and put them out into the universe. because that is how every big, huge, tiny, any-thing begins. with intent. a plan. and then small action steps everyday to lead us to a goal.
well i'd better go lay out my new earrings for tomorrow.
it's a big week ahead!!
this weekend =
what is the meaning of life?
whatever you want it to be.